im going to turn my room into my studio.
mmh i have a lot of work to do.
- clean
- do laundry
- get rid of a lot of things or put them in storage
- move furniture out that i dont need.
- decide where i’m going to put things.
- make room
- try to make a blank wall
- save money for equipment
ugh
i would do anything in the world to just go back in time to six months ago, and relive every waking second with you, and i would make so many less mistakes, and try to make you love me. try harder than i already did. i wouldnt have wrecked my car. i never would have overdosed. i never would have ever hung out with another guy. ever.
i would be yours, and you would be mine.
and even if it still ended up this way, i would have gotten to hold you again.
and my life would be complete.